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Monday, May 24th, 2004
3:18 pm	Black on my nails, Manson in my head, the roses have wilted, but are not dead. Don't you celebrate, life is not over yet, although on occasion I wish for it. The moths flutter at my window, attracted to the light, as does everyone at the thought of love. Only selected ones make it through, find true love. Sometimes I thought I could find love, while fluttering for true love, but love was lust and true love killed us all. In the end, love burns us all, and melts our wax wings. Red is the color of love and of blood. You can only feel love until you bleed, when you bleed for the ones who love you try to keep you there, but I'd rather bleed. I'd rather run than to walk, because you can see the effort, even thought running will cause you to miss things, I'd rather not wait for myself to be ready for what's next. Yet now, all I can do is walk. My running shoes have holes, my laces have knots. Cut and tied by my parents and you know who. Demonic prince, your venom is my blood, your cigarette is my air. And for this I hate you. For this I wish for you to rip off my wings, instead of letting them melt. For to melt is too hot, and the light too bright. Black darkness is what I live in. No wonder these roses are wilted. Anyway.. that's just a little example what my "books" are like. Long weekend, hurrah.. except I'm bored, burnt, and lonesome. Pretty normal I suppose. I could complain about the money problems bullshit, but I really don't care, and I really don't have energy to do so.. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Suicide is Painless - Marilyn Manson (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
1:35 pm	I hope this works.. Okay, so Im not sure if this password im using is right or not, but ohwell.. Life sure changed since the last time i wrote.. im telling you.. so much happened, I dont even think i have enuff energy to explain! its springbreak 2004, and im not doing much. unlike my friends.. sum of them are in ontario, or working, or doing I work, or attending funerals.. and im rambling. but thats wat a journal i guess is for. im only actually writing becuz im bored and have nothing to do, even though its sunny and nice out, i just cant get out there today.. dont feel up to it i guess.. I like this guy.. but that is a fuckin long ass story, and again im lazy.. lets just say i cant wait to go back to school.. only a week left. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 25th, 2003
4:40 pm	I havent updated for a few months, thought it was necessary to do so. so life is alrite now, i suppose.. actually, I think its pretty normal, and uninteresting. and its only saturday rite now. is it? im not sure.. i'll check. yup. see, if it was sunday id be happy becuz id be able to see my friends cuz im BORED!!!! maybe i'll do school work.. u know, get ahead. o yesterday i had a bit of alcohol.. jesus, im not an easy drunk.. wish i was tho.. it would've been fun. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Nothing to lose- Billy Talent (Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2003
9:31 pm	Hmm.. Cheyenne called me today. Shylo hasn't planned her birthday at all, and its on Sunday, and Shylo has a thing against phones apparently. Anyway.. Cheyenne told me that Destiny calls her, bitching about me. Yea, because I won't go to her house, and I don't want to. Well, with that attitude, maybe I don't want to. Maybe, if she didn't just use me as her only open ear, and shoulder to cry on when things don't go her way, it'd be different. I mean, she calls me all the time just to cry, or to whine, or to ask me to go over to her house. Well maybe I have a life during the summer, actually, I don't really, but the rest of August seems busy. But Angie's coming tomorrow unless her Dad is going to be a prick, and then I'm coming over, and we're drinking tequila! But if I do that, I hafta use the last of my birthday money or else my parents will notice.. and we can stash the tequila somewhere cuz i know we wont finish it. Well, anyway, back to cheyenne.. we were talking about the usual topic with Cheyenne; boys. Gotta love talking with Cheyenne! Well actually we were first talking about how people chirp us off. Then I pointed out that they don't chirp me off, and then she says, thats cuz Nick loves you. Then I tell her no, and then tell her about my lil plan with my new email; watrugonnadoaboutit.. and she said that i'll ruin my chances with him, but i told her that I have no chance with him now since he moved.. Hmm.. wat else.. wat else.. it feels like im forgetting something.. OH CRAP! LAUNDRY!! Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Good Charlotte- Say Anything (Comment on this)
Friday, August 8th, 2003
12:04 am	Hey.. I havent updated in a bit, so I decided to. The only thing interesting I have to say is I really want to go to Saskatchewan, tie up Nick, and kidnap him, bringing him home, and tell him exactly what I think of him. But, I'd make it a round trip, and get Dibs too.. hang on, i've got the hiccups.. much better.. well, when I spoke to Nick, he seems so homesick.. And he's angry about it too. And it's making me want to tell the truth that I am Joanna, so he could direct his anger and hate at me, instead of anyone who happens to come online. But no, he'd just block me if he knew. I don't want to not have any contact with him, becuz I miss him. But then again, it would be for the best.... okay, so my Dad, he's not fired, they worker guys found more work for him until it rains, so I dont have to worry, or get worked up about anything. You know what pisses me off? School. Its in 25 fucking days, and I know school's going to suck this year because of the absence of Nick or his friends. So no entertainment for me.. nope, and Des is going to be a good girl so she can be the "princess on the high pedestol" to show a good example for kyle. Well, there goes all chances of having fun. Cheyenne is going to pressure me into smoking weed again, and I really don't want to, but she'll manipulate everything so I will.. okay, im gonna do a quiz.. there we go.. now, back to complaining, cuz this is my online journal and i get to do what i want. Then theirs Jenna, she's gonna be a hoe again, and be a "player" like she believed she was her whole life since grade six. Well life isn't all about guys! Ugh, all my friends are the same, except Angie.. but she's in Surrey. All my friends besides Angie are boycrazed morons, who will drop all their morals for one second of attention from the guy of their desire. Even alcohol won't let me drop my morals when Curtis pushed himself on me. Sure, I couldn't push him away because he's older and bigger than me, and I was drunk, but even when I was drunk I felt like crap for letting him kiss me, and you know what, fuck Destiny. Its all her fault anyway. The only time I will drink, is with Angie. Fuck, I don't trust Destiny worth shit! Wanna know why? Sure you do.. Well, the day I got drunk at Trista's with her, she was telling me how Curtis really liked me and would treat me good and shit like that, and I didn't care, and she still pushed him to try, and she still didn't stop him when she knew that making out with some guy won't make me stop liking Nick.. well, atleast she now knows. See, that night, she was drunk, and she kissed Dee Dee, and Kyle dumped her for it. And she got upset, and she ran out of her house leaving me alone, to be responsible. Well, I called my mom, and went home, but a so called best friend doesn't do that, or shouldn't do that. And a best friend shouldn't allow some guy to do that, even if she was drunk as well as I was. Atleast she got what's coming to her, she doesn't have who she loves, and she was thinking no one understands her becuz kyle doesnt like her.. well.. excuse me, what the fuck did she think i went through the whole fucking year of school. Angie says that its because of how she was raised, she wants to think that she's the only one going through all that, but she isn't, and it isn't right to flail out on friends just becuz ur upset and they're stating the truth. Besides, she only calls me when she's bored, or has a problem. And when shes bored lets see what we do.. A) Get drunk B)Hunt Kyle down C)Watch movies becuz we couldn't get anyone to boot, or D) All of the above. Well, I'm sick of getting drunk with her! She's a scene. And I'm sick of hunting her ex boyfriend becuz she wants to get upset, and be the center of attention wanting to kill herself. And if I wanted to watch fucking movies, I wouldn't leave my goddamn house. With Cheyenne, she drinks and does all that shit for attention, but I don't blame her! She's a bit overweight, so she feels she needs to get guys attention that way. But she's responsible about it, and she knows her consequences, and she doesn't do the whole center of attention crap! I'm soo sick of how my friends crave soo much fucking attention. Sometimes I just want to tell them all to fuck themselves, and go on and be a social outcast. Actually, I wouldn't be. Everybody hates us. Well, I'm not sure about that. They hate Cheyenne because shes a bitch. They hate Jenna because she thinks she's "all that and a bag of chips". They hate Destiny because of how she's a big scene, whinning bitch. I dunno if anyone hates me, but if they do, it isn't my fault, with those three as my closest friends, how am I suppose to be myself, when I have to deal with all their shit. Even though I don't get to do anything during the summer, I'm happy for it now. I get a break before I snap their fucking necks. See, Shylo and Jaclyn, they're good friends, they try to keep me out of trouble, and they are good people! They have good grades, and being around them my life seems to be more positive than it usually is. Jaclyn and Shylo are great supporters, and now I feel like I just give them the baggage that Cheyenne, Jenna and Destiny dumped on me. I don't even desearve friends like those two if that's true. If I had realized all this in January, or even sooner, I'd break away from all of the bad stuff, and go with the good, even if that is somewhat selfish to dump my friends with their problems, but its selfish of them to dump their problems on me. I wish I could turn back time, I'd change so much.. But wishing doesn't work, because if it did, I'd be much happier. Anyway, I'm gonna go.. The Used- Buried Myself Alive You almost always pick the best times, to drop the worst lines. You almost made me cry again this time. Another false alarm, red flashing lights. Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die. I think I made it a game to play your game, and let myself cry. I buried myself alive on the inside, so I could shut you out, and let you go away for a long time. I guess it's ok I puked the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way. And if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask. I think the chain broke away, and I felt it the day that I had my own time. I took advantage of myself and felt fine, but it was worth the night, I caught an early flight and I made it home. I guess it's ok I puked the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way. and if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask. nicer than that (2X) with my foot on your neck, I finally have you, right where I want you (4X) I guess it's ok I puked the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way. and if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask. nicer than that (2X) and if you want me back, you're gonna have to ask. nicer than that NICER!! NICER!! Current Mood: grateful Current Music: The Used- Buried Myself Alive (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
12:36 am	Yea, things have been happening, but im too lazy to type about it, and i'd rather put a whole bunch of quiz results on. You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a little bit cocky and usually associated with evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You probably just don't give a damn,but it's everyone else's fault if you don't because you're too awesome to have any real faults. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Stoner Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla your bitch. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla "You suck. Leave me alone." - Ok, so you're not really a pickup line. But we love you anyway. You've obviously had alot of heartbreak in your life, partially because you're a bit on the 'weird' side. You probably found your last partner shagging the neighbours dog when you went to surprise them on your 2 month anniversary. All you need is a big hug. Which corny pickup line are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are the I Hate Everything Bunny. It's true, you really do hate everything. I'm so proud. Which Happy Bunny Are You? brought to you by Quizilla What type of humor are you? brought to you by Quizilla you will be killed in a massive school shooting.the very last to die. the person w/the gun shall be someone you know well.......yourself. (not a bad way to go as long as you take a few people w/you) How shall you die? brought to you by Quizilla You are... a dragon! You're very proud, and wise. You often follow the lead of others, even though you know you can do just as well by yourself. Although you have a strong spirit, you are rather quiet. You can also get rebellious, but nothing that can do much damage to the ones you are closest to. Which Fantasy Creature are You? brought to you by Quizilla ..... What Paranormal creature are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well you are like water. A lil' cute tiny droplet is you... your enemy is fire! What element are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are the Sad Eyes. You are truley emo. You think that the world is too good for you to live in. You believe that you're alone in the world when you may have a lot of people that think so highly of you. And guys, eh don't worry about them you can get anyone you want with just an itty bit of confidence, with your charm and beauty... it should be way easy! What Kind Of Eyes Are You?(Girls) brought to you by Quizilla You are a Dreamer. You spend your life thinking about things that you either wish would happen or already have and have modified them a little. It's not a bad life, some people even make money off of it...I mean....look at the Lord of the Rings guy! What Type of Life Do You Live? brought to you by Quizilla You are Fire! You are easily angered, and pretty much explode when you are angry! Cool off! What element are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: dirty Current Music: Moving On- Good Charlotte (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2003
4:23 pm	What can I say, i've been bored.. Which Harry Potter Marauder Are You? I am the Which smiley are you? My personality is rated 25.What is yours?</center>quiz by midgetfarm.com I'm Alcohol.What drug are you? quiz by midgetfarm.com (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 17th, 2003
5:03 pm	Koolaid.. raspberries.. Dad in camp.. yea, I should be in heaven right about now. Unfortunetly, there's bugs in my rasberries, but koolaid is not sweet enuff, and Dad'll be back. Destiny has Karla over. That stupid skank who hates me for no reason, therefore making me hate her because I'm not going to pretend to like someone, like she does. Yea, and she'll be over for a week, so I can't go over there. And, they'll be drinking so it means they'll call me when they're tanked, and rub it in. Plus, yesterday, Destiny saw MY friend Dee Dee. Not her friend. She acts like she's the one who introduced us, when I've known and been friends with Dee-Dee since grade one. Mmm.. Mom only has twenty bucks; she had forty, but she had to get twenty bucks of gas in the van so she could go to work, so she can have money.. but she doesn't know if she can go to work tomorrow if she gets called in, because; THE MONEY DIDN'T COME IN!!!! So, tomorrow, cheques will bounce everywhere, because Dad is a fucking idiot so he puts post-dated cheques everywhere, and says to cash them on Friday. The money was suppose to come on Wednesday, and now Mom is panicking. I would be, but hey, I wanted to move. Yea, tomorrow if the money doesn't come in, the bank is foreclosing on our house. Even if there is some of the money in there, they might.. because we need to fire in another two-thousand because we are really behind on our morgage. Besides, even if the money does come in tomorrow, we can't pay everything. Last time was cable, so I guess this time is the phones. One's $1500 cuz like I said, Dad's a fucking idiot, and he does collect calls all the time. The other is $400, cuz he's starting to do the collect calls on that one. Yea, so if the money doesn't come in, we won't have phones to hear about the other bounced cheques, or possibly a house. I still haven't talked to Daniel, or seen him.. so.. I dunno. Everything I ever enjoyed it being taken from me, so.. and all my best friend says is "huh". Huh?!!?!?! MY GOD!!! Some friend. Its that stupid Karla hoe. Fuck, next year is going to suck so much. I should homeschool. But wait.. if I have no home, how's that possible?? I guess public is my only option still. How fucking gay. Speaking of school though, I finished summer school. Yea, and then I had to walk from Westview learning to the Beach Gardens to have a pleasant afternoon before all this shit happened. Actually its just shit that's building up. Anyway, this is long enough. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Tainted Love- Marilyn Manson (Comment on this)
Monday, June 30th, 2003
11:15 am	Its kinda depressing today.. its cloudly, Des is camping, Daniel isn't on.. Yea I miss him, a lot. Oh and stupid Eric Fields woke me up becuz he kept callin, callin, callin. ASSHOLE!! Summer school starts for me on Wednesday, hurtin huh?? So back to Daniel.. I'd call him, but I wouldn't have anything 2 say, and I think he's been staying over at friends' houses. I'll look into it, whenever he does go on.. Dibs and Ryan are on a break.. bet they wont get back together.. And Dibs doesn't know what to do.. Her mom cant really afford to support her here, but her Dad and Michelle are fighting like cats and dogs. I think I'll end up paying for the ticket so she comes down. She could stay with me, and then we can walk into town, and piss of Dan Arthur.. yea rite, she'll wanna spend her summer with Destiny. I just emailed her.. 11:30 is waaaaay 2 early for me 2 be awake, but i cant go back 2 sleep. Dad got promoted.. so he's stayin in camp longer.. muahahaha.. good good, but bad, when des comes back, cuz i want 2 stay over at her house.. but summer school is gettin in da way. :@ U no wats even more hurtin?? Dan Arthur isnt even online, so i cant continue my lying game! Eww! he was trying 2 ask me out.. he's a sick fuck. I hope he dies. Like he said, jump in front of a car on the highway. So I didn't really lie when I told him my reason for no.. I told him I was really into someone else, and have for a long time. I think that's how he gets girls though.. he gets them to pity him, and then he threatens suicide, and asks for a reason 2 live. Pathetic he is. I pity Des and Ang for falling into that trap. Ha, he's gonna wannna kill me when he finds out this whole Joanna business. Well, not really, he's all talk. Yea, he's really gonna go in the army, and he can really sing like Metallica.. bullshit. When he was telling me all this shit, i was dying of laughter. So how should I expose the Joanna thing?? Well, I don't really want to expose it to Daniel, but no secret can be kept forever.. but after i find out Dan Arthur's darkest secret, and find out more about Daniel. As soon as I go to Destiny's, I am sooooo calling him. Anyway, Mom's at work, and Babs is still sleeping.. (lucky bastard) so I think I'll go get washed up, and make sum juice, or else Im gonna die. Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: U Got it Bad- Usher (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 28th, 2003
3:44 pm	I figured I should post, since I haven't in AGES!! Nothing really interesting.. i was writing in a duotang instead since I crashed my puta again, and finally got it back up. My mom wont let me go to Destiny's like.. ever again, stupid bitch.. im getting my belly button pierced.. that's about it. Current Mood: angry Current Music: For You- The Calling (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 23rd, 2003
8:44 pm	2day just keeps gettin better and better!!! First it starts off with me going to bed.. at 6:15 am. I get up at 9am, and go on the puta.. at 12 Ryan and Kyle came over to Dibs'. Dibs got a hicky, and decided to stay another day. I left at 3pm, go home, have a shower, and get MSN back!! :D then, i was bored so i was lookin through ppls profiles, and i found bananas's!! I was soo happy!! and then a lil while lata, Des got asked out by Kyle, and then HALEY goes on. We piss her off, and then DUNCAN goes on. Haha.. its ganna keep gettin better.. from now on Feb 23rd is the best day. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Cadillac Pimpin- Youngbloodz (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
3:06 pm	Destiny always does that!! She hogs Dibs. And Karla sees Dibs more than me!! And u know what else? I dont think Dibs really does like me too much.. But Im going to her house tonite, with Des.. we mite get alcohol.. depends on Gary, cuz he mite be busy or w/e.. Im copying all my writing out on to a folder, then im ganna put it on a disc, cuz then its on record.. to see how my writing has changed.. Anyway.. we have no money again, but Dad is going to camp soon (maybe).. anyhoo, i gotta go, cuz Im freezin, and I wanna go sit in my room.. maybe I'll study.. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Back That Azz Up (Remix)- Juv, Ja, Eve, J-Z, Missy-E, DMX (Comment on this)
Friday, February 21st, 2003
4:38 pm	Aww! I was sooo happy today! I dont know why, but aww! I love Bananas! He's sooo cute. Oh, guess what? The nameless guy that I like is now called Crackers. Hehehe.. I love that kid!! Aww!! Well, dibs is comin down tonite, and my parents arent ganna let me see her tonite, maybe friday.. im ganna talk to my dad lata on that.. cuz i NEVER get to do anything with her. And besides.. Des would have to get alcohol.. *grins* Crackers has the best smile ever. oh, and Des and me patched things up.. Cheyenne has pms issues, and Jenna is gettin so much nicer now that sid is outta the picture. I mite go to Jaclyn's next friday.. no clue.. I have to study for Science.. I know hurting.. but I have to get a B or else my parents are ganna shit a brick at me. This weekend is a long weekend though, so.. gotta go. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Show Me Love- Robyn (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 16th, 2003
9:30 am	Okay. I've been doing tons of thinking lately. Its strange, now I am really thinking I'm old. I'm only fourteen. I love this guy that probably doesn't even care. Yet I don't care. I am bad. I've smoked weed, stolen, and been drunk. I've betrayed my parents trust so much. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: It Takes More- Ms. Dynamite (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 13th, 2003
8:56 pm	So.. tomorrow is Valentines Day. I dont know what to expect. All I know is Bananas is always everywhere! I see him everywhere! Not that I mind, mind you! :D So My mom doesnt want me hanging out with Destiny, cuz shes "ruining" me. Oh well. It was bound to happen. Oh! Im going to shylos tomorrow. Rite afterschool, so I wont be on. I wouldnt be anyway, I usually hang out in my room lately. So I failed Math, eh? I was like to Cheyenne, "I almost passed my Math.. yea.. i missed it by 41%.." And we laughed! it was so funny. Mr. Rice, my PE/Science teacher keeps threatening to fail me in PE, cuz I dont like the runs. Well, he passed me for term 2, so.. showed him! OMG! I love Bananas so much! He has the **CUTEST** smile. I dont care what other people think of him (eg. Cheyenne thinks hes ugly) but hes not! Aww! I just love that kid! I dont care if he doesnt like me at all! He's sooo cute! Anyhoo, gotta go study for my test tomorrow. Current Mood: restless Current Music: Doing It- LL Cool J (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 8th, 2003
5:42 pm	I hate my fucking family!! I wanted to stay at Des' again for the nite and they werent ganna let me. And they threatened to ground me!! FUCK THEM!!! I HATE THEM! THEY CAN ALL DIE!!! Im ganna go, Im way to mad to write. Current Mood: moody Current Music: Answer The Phone- Sugar Ray (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 6th, 2003
4:57 pm	Today was all great! I was having fun, and everything was perfect! Until Des had to ruin that by pissing off some guys, and one threw a popcan full of water at me (Didn't hurt, I just looked at where it hit me, then to the popcan, and looked at Destiny) Des went to them, and started bitchin up a storm, and shes like, I'll deck him! I swear to god. Well, I dont believe her because I havent seen her deck anyone and shes been given tons of oppertunity. Anyway, today in English (last block), I was ranting away on this note to Destiny instead of working, and swearing and shit like that, and I swear to god if I see *HIM* again, I will scream. Yea. I scream a lot now. My throat hurts. Jenna is moving out to the valley, and she and Sid mite break up soon, but he gave her a bracelet to make up for his bad behavior. I dunno. I think she's too young to be having sex and say shes in love, because she's fourteen!!! Des is totally pathetic over Kyle. But if he didn't like her back, he would've left for a new girl by now. I wanna punch someone. Fuck I am mad.. its not just Destiny, its my family and everything, and ugh!! Yesterday it was all good, now its shitty again. I jynxed myself I guess. Well, I failed Princ. of Math. I guess I'll be with Des and Dibs. You know what? Des is drifting away from me. I dont care what she says, she is. Same with Dibs. Im going to go listen to music loudly, and do homework. I wonder if I can switch from public school to some boarding school outta the country.. Current Mood: sad Current Music: No Regrets- Quisite (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
7:44 pm	okay, I need to remember this so.. satans_devil666 (the name of who I like) iwin_2bad4u (Song on Kazaa) Anyhoo, new semester.. its funner than the other one. Des got a letter from Kyle the other day (he's in jail, I don't care what she says). Ugh. I'm sick. Stupid cold. I am totally non-sucidal now! Its great! And I'm happy! And Bananas keeps looking at me. Bananas is who I like now. Mr. Rice, my PE, and Science teacher keeps picking on me. But thats alright, I bugged him a lot. So this semester I get PE/Choir, English, Clothing, Science. My dad has a job, and he's getting ready to go work, and he's taking my incompetent brother with him. Ugh, Jenna!! Jenna slept with Sid and a whole lot more stuff. And Sid is butt ugly. Cheyenne is being her usual backstabbing self. She pisses me off a lot sometimes. And Destiny, well, she's great. Same with Dibs and Shylo.. My dad is a pyscho though. I hate him so much still. Anyway, that 70s show is on, so buh bye. Current Mood: sick Current Music: The Distilles- City of Angels (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 16th, 2003
6:32 pm	Eww! Eww! Eww! Eww! Gross! Micheal Bourassa likes me. He asked me out. Ewww! Icky! Well, its been a week and I think I'm over George completely. Yay! Kaz was flirting with me.. not that I mind. He's cute. Not that I like him or anything. He has a history of doin shit like that.. Anyhoo.. I hate Thursdays.. I bet tomorrow will be just as bad. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: J Lo- All I Have (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 12th, 2003
5:01 pm	Eww! Guess who Cheyenne likes and has whipped? Rhen! I figured so anyway. I can't believe she wouldn't tell me. She said I was her best friend. Well nuts to her! She aint even close to being my best friend.. I don't trust her as much anyway. Tomorrow we have school again, and I'm going to start taking home my textbooks to review. Fun fun, eh? We have exams starting this week with practise ones, and then tests, and more exams. Pah. I'm going to be BUSY. And on the days I don't have exams, I'm going to be getting my social insurance number and be working with my horses. Anyway this is going to be short.. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Chevelle- The Red (Comment on this)